True Beauty

That which is true is beautiful, for beauty is all there is once Truth is reveled.

Asymmetry and defects on our form (physical, mental and astral body) are caused by lack of harmony and alignment with Truth. We become enmeshed with duality and illusions and we unconsciously allow that to shape us, instead of being in alignment with divine Truth.

Venus represents harmony and balance, which simply means the perfect amount of something, with nothing more or less, causing disturbance and imbalance. Which is why "karma" can be seen in the Judgement card, correlated to the sign of Libra. Karma is meant to keep our reality in check, with nothing going out of balance. If you take something, you must give something.

I find it funny when new agers claim that the Universe is infinite abundance when the reality is that no. It is *clearly* not, as for one to receive money, another one must lose it, even if it's just a little bit, but yes. We are *always* giving and taking, because the Universe works in perfect balance. It is infinite in it's Beingness but not in it's resources, as that must always be balanced out.

({ Also, it's quite insensitive of people to say that when there are *millions* of people with no home, no food, no nothing. It just makes them seem extreme assholes overall. And spirituality should not alienate people like that, but instead make them more empathetic and sensitive as well as understand that those people that are lacking resources in an extreme level will not be able to change that just because you said blablabla infinite abundance.

The subconscious is deeply rooted with scarcity that goes back to ancestor line and will take quite a few lifetimes for them to fully integrate the idea of resourcefulness. So if you want to help, help, don't say insensitive shit. Help them eat, help them get medical treatment, a home, etc. Be an actual spiritual activist, not a Instagram abundance wealth master coach fuckity fuck guru. })

We're originally naturally perfect -as in individually, perfect...the version of perfection that each one of us represent, not Instagram, or society standards perfect - but throughout our journey and perhaps multiple lifetimes, we get lost in illusions and those illusions begin to shape our astral body, consequently our minds and ultimately, our bodies.

Those illusions are not a whole bunch of lies of specific things, but rather just, lies about yourself. We get lost in what we rationally think we should be and we resist our perfect and original form, so we become distorted, because we cannot accept who we truly are.

And I'm not talking about accepting that you have a thin lip and you wish a to have bigger lips. If that's what you want just go get it. No. I'm talking about trying to frantically change yourself out of delusion.

When you want to change because you want to be someone else, you want to emulate someone else, steal their destiny, have their life, etc. Change because you like some boy and you think you need to be this and that to attract him. Change because your parents told you being a writer doesn't bring money so you just go to med school.

Changes that go against your true, authentic, self. The one that is pure, original, the one that has unique things to express and gift to the world. And you start to shut those truths down out of fear, out of inappropriate influence.

I used to think like postmodern practitioners that say "oh you're nobody, you are what you want to be and you can choose that, you are a blank space!". Which, I understand where they're coming from and the positive intention behind these type of statements, but the more I delve into the spiritual journey (11+ years now), the more I see how this is untrue.

You are not a victim, your consciousness materialized in this body, this family, country, culture, etc, out of vibrational resonance, which means all of these aspects of who you were born as, are actual parts of your essence. They have a meaning.

I'm not one to say "we decided to incarnate to learn blablabla" cause that's a very human perspective of something that is energetic, not at all human. We did not "decide" to incarnate, as in we, individuals, "oh you know what? Earth 3rd dimension looks horrible, I think I might learn a lot of things there". I don't believe in that.

From my spiritual search and experience things don't work like that. It's more like we failed to become self actualized and conscious and so we just unconsciously repeat the same cycle compulsively and incarnate in whatever situation our state of consciousness resonates with the most and then it is our choice to develop ourselves here and stop the cycle.

So whatever situation you were born in, the people who raised you, as poorly as they might have, it's a part of your individual self, and to deny that is to deny yourself. Your story, your unique gifts to this world. If you deny yourself, how are you going to contribute to the world? We can only contribute when we create something original and unique, something that we can only create by tapping into our essence. Things that we experienced, our life, our own feelings, our own journey. That's when we are able to create things that can touch people on a deeper level.

If you keep denying who you are because you are ashamed, because you don't like it, because you are afraid or trying to avoid facing your shadows, you are in fact denying your destiny, which is the highest potential of what you can manifest here. And you cut yourself off from actually evolving spiritually because you cannot do that if you remain pushing your shadows to the side (because that will consume you and not allow you to become enlightened which literally means totally conscious of the shadow self).

To become originally beautiful we must face who we are, the parts we don't like too, because only then, you can work on that and improve.

My suggestion for a practical use of this knowledge is to connect with your body and ask yourself "what lies have I believed about myself?" and allow your subconscious to answer, which it will immediately.

Feel in the core of your being what you are and desire to experience, and notice how so many of those things you've been denying yourself of.