SELF SABOTAGE IS A LIE.

I've never fell for self sabotage. It makes no sense. No one wants to harm themselves. Even if the behavior clearly seems that way, within that, there is *always* a positive intention. Even in our most negative behavior, we're always attempting to reach a positive goal, regardless if it makes rational sense or not.

So it's not so much self sabotage as it is self defense.

I've notice that we tend to think we purely want our desires, but we fail to realize just how scared we are of actual change. It's not just a coincidence that the Death trump in Tarot represents transformation. We truly do see change as a type of death. A free falling into the dark abyss of mistery.

We don't like the unknown. We're creatures of habit, of familiarity.

So most times, the only thing stopping your manifestation is simply fear. You are acting out of defense, so perhaps you keep manifesting situations that make you feel like giving up on your dreams. Because it's easier. It's comfortable. You don't need to live daily with the dread of "what if I never manifest my dreams?".

When I work with clients, I always try to remain as simple as possible, since with more experience and gnosis, the more I understand the illusion of complexity.

Not manifesting? Not enough energy to a high stakes desire, or, you're afraid and you are blocking on purpose. Simple.

So what to do then? Address the fear consciously. Contemplate the reasons why you're afraid, then try to get to the middle point where you can feel a bit less resistant towards the manifestation. But honestly? Don't try to erradicate fear. You most likely won't. Just be conscious aware of it and deal with it.

But make a purposeful intention to go through with it REGARDLESS of fear.

Fear isn't real. It's just a projection of past mistakes and errors that we assume will haunt us into the future. Learn to live with it until you learn to transform it.